Friday, November 6, 2009

羽毛

currently love this song so much!
i mean me and my lovely kk love it too!
im deeply touched by the lyrics

hamsapmui

GAAAAWWWHHH
hamsapmui aaahhh
why no one likes me wan???
do you like me????
hmmm
*wondering...
i have to study at everynight
midnight
alone.
i wanted to cut myself seriously
but i know its stupid enough.
too many problems are surrounding me.
i cant figure out a way to solve it
pressure
pressure pressure
pressure pressure pressure!
i did cry silently
idk why
well
my feelings is frigging weird like shit
i mean
im shit in everything
every single thing
so if you guys got anything thats need help
dont find me
i will
totally
ruin your plan.
i feel sorry to you
seriously.
for not being honest on something.
i wanna get drunk and have a good night.
i wanna forget every sad moment and only live in the happy moment.
i wanna cut myself to let the painness to replace the sadness
and then i will feel much more better
i feel like wanna go redbox alone and sing manymanymany songs as loud as i can
sometimes,im just being emo
i want hang out with friends!
im too eager to hang out!!!
LOL
love is nothing anymore

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i wanna have friends
but friends never wanted me..
i wanna to be a happy-go-lucky person
so that i wouldn't have any problems,any troubles,any tensions;i think
i wanna try to be.
but i think its failed.
at least i had tried
)=
sometimes,
the things is hard to be explained.
not you wanna solve the problems or not
is
are you able to solve it by your own not-so-strong-enough strength?

im afraid to be alone..
thats why i need my family i need my friends.
Do you all needed me?i wonder..
i wanna turn my grief into strength.
so that i have enough power to do anything.
sometimes,
im weak and helpless...
like now...
nobody can help me except me-ownself.
i dont wanna lose you
but
everything seems like getting worse.
sometimes,
i m wondering bout "CAN I JUST LET IT BE?"
cause im just too tired and pissed on those stuff.
but
i cant...
because i wanna to save it
i wanna try my best to save it seriously.
wts
as what my lovely Lenka sing a song"trouble is a friend"
is it right??
i got sooo many things gotta worry!!!
exam!shit!cantconcentrateonstudyatall!
gaaaaaaaaawwwhhhh! *shoutoutloud!!!

AND
fucked off bitch!
you dont have any rights to judge me!
shutyourfuckup la!
so free to judge ppl why dont you pay attention on your studies!?


ATTENTION!!!
TWO MORE MONTHS TO GO!!!
=DDDD
i want pressie pressie!!


Saturday, October 24, 2009

WTF
what happen to my facebook account!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

LAZY
LAZY
LAZY!!!
LAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYY
LOVE FAMILY
LOVE FRIENDS
LOVE YOU!
muaacckksss
sorry
will upload my outings in the holiday very very soon
heeeeee
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SHUYONG!!!
=D

Monday, October 19, 2009

BOREDOM!!!

sorry for not updating my blog
i got no time to blog seriously
but still have to blog something short and brief to prevent it cover by spider webs
LMAOL
dont tell my mum that im blogging plleeaase
or else she will kill me.))===
i have studied in the whole day long
but also sleep whole day long
lol
i will post all the pictures of my outing as soon as i can
exam is just around the corner
cant online to often
sorry!
i need to study hard to get good results!!!
study is actually so fun as what my babe said!
but....just because of im too lazeeyy
))=
muacksssss!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

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thats what i can say for this few days.
im dying of boredom!
wtf.
GGGAAAWWWWHHHHH
SOL!