eldest sister's birthday is coming soon!

its at sunday!

whheeee

we are gonna celebrate with her

i didnt get any pressie for you

but my heart is always be with you!

dont worry! *winks winks

you can buy me many pressie when my birthday though

i dont mind! XD
we are gonna celebrate her b.day at khunthai!

picture will be uploaded as fast as i can.

people is getting lazy and lazy to update her bloggie!

sorry guys!

will update my blog when im free!

and those pictures which captured at the pass few days/weeks/months

will be uploaded when im pretty free too!

im gonna upload the pictures and keep the post short and brief!

19th NOV 09'

WTH today!
bad luck until max!
did i do something wrong
SHIT!
shit mood!
wth is going on??
did someone curse me?
why i always got the badluck huh?!
no ideal!?!?
something really really bad happened today
freaked me out seriously
feel like bang my head to the wall
all i can say is WHAT THE SHIT!!!!
everything is my fault k
i shouldn't passby there
i shouldn't talk with somebody
i shouldn't hang out with friends today
if time could turns back to last night
i rather stay at home
and watch happy tree friends
that is my so called medicine to cure my sadness
yea i know its weird enough
but so what?i like it
laugh all you want
idc
shit those people in qb who let me worry in the whole day -.-
and thanks kate!
love you so much dude!!!
damn my mood!
damn you PYS
you always made the wrong decision
idiotidiotidiot!
obviously,you have never make something successfully!
only mess up EVERYTHING.
it was the pretty bad outing ever
goodluck never follow me..
T.T
shitshitshitshitshitshitshit
shitshitshitshitshitshits
hitshitshitshitshitshitshit
shitshitshitshitshitshit
shitshitshitshit!!!!

never ever falling in love
to someone else in this year
anymore.
my promised
you might be in regret otherwise

AMAZING DAY

14 november 09' saturday,

about 2pm my mum fetch me to kate's house.
mood wasn't that good on that day-.-
well
reached her house
asked them to meet me up at the guardhouse
after that we headed to tesco to buy some foods for the bbq party
the guest only got me,kate,roz,sharon and ah ling.
the weather wasn't that good too
-.-
cause its rainning heavily!
ruined our plan!
we were hungry like shit d
so we decided bbq at carpark!
lol
we have fun though.
took super super many pictures!
due to the internet connection
i cant upload any picture in my blog now
shittheinternetconnection.
we watched horror movie too!
lol
we shouted out very loud
HAHAHA
very funny
we overnight at her house!
camwhore for the whole night
XD
before sleep,some very funny thing happened
im not gonna wirte on here!
this is what only i can say:
F YOU rozzie kate and sharon!!!
lol

we even do mask after the movie!
we talked in the whole night
so funny
i didnt sleep in the whole night too
but they sleep like a pig!
gaawwh
so next day we woke up pretty late in the afternoon
dolled up ourself and kate's dad fetch us to queens
wheeeee!
happy happy!
we went to forever21 to meet up yanleng.
i have forgotten some part of the day
so sorry readers
im so sleepy right now
so cant recall what had happened today
and i dont know what am i writing right now
blur!
lol
but i know i have a very very wonderful and chi kek weekends!
hahaha!
nights everyone!

NEWLY FOUND!

i found out that actually my hamsapzai is still in my room.
and i dont know how
he suddenly appear infront of me
whoops!
SURPRISE!
hhahaha
ily hamsapzai!i know you do too!
=D
i have been soooo perasan recently
just wanna crap some joke or what?
no ideal
LOL!
should change d!
im super active recently!
ahahah!
ermm
thursday night i have been gurney at midnight i think
and then watch 2012 with my family!
whhooo!
got home at 3 am
ah ken wanted to find me in gurney
but too bad
i told him i was with my family
then he dare not to come d
XD
sorry ken!
meet you next time la k
AND
gonna hang out with my girls again!!!
wheee!
im going to kate's house tmr!
and we gonna overnight at her house!
sooo happy!
hahaha!
and we gonna have our sweet lil secret talk time too!
=DDDD
the next day which is sunday
we gonna go queensbay!
hoohohohoho!
holidays is gonna be wonderful or lousy?-.-


*hamsapzaihamsapmui =D

羽毛

currently love this song so much!

i mean me and my lovely kk love it too!

im deeply touched by the lyrics

hamsapmui

GAAAAWWWHHH

hamsapmui aaahhh

why no one likes me wan???

do you like me????

hmmm

*wondering...

i have to study at everynight

midnight

alone.

i wanted to cut myself seriously

but i know its stupid enough.

too many problems are surrounding me.

i cant figure out a way to solve it

pressure

pressure pressure

pressure pressure pressure!

i did cry silently

idk why

well

my feelings is frigging weird like shit

i mean

im shit in everything

every single thing

so if you guys got anything thats need help

dont find me

i will

totally

ruin your plan.

i feel sorry to you

seriously.

for not being honest on something.

i wanna get drunk and have a good night.

i wanna forget every sad moment and only live in the happy moment.

i wanna cut myself to let the painness to replace the sadness

and then i will feel much more better

i feel like wanna go redbox alone and sing manymanymany songs as loud as i can

sometimes,im just being emo

i want hang out with friends!

im too eager to hang out!!!

LOL

love is nothing anymore