Thursday, October 29, 2009

i wanna have friends
but friends never wanted me..
i wanna to be a happy-go-lucky person
so that i wouldn't have any problems,any troubles,any tensions;i think
i wanna try to be.
but i think its failed.
at least i had tried
)=
sometimes,
the things is hard to be explained.
not you wanna solve the problems or not
is
are you able to solve it by your own not-so-strong-enough strength?

im afraid to be alone..
thats why i need my family i need my friends.
Do you all needed me?i wonder..
i wanna turn my grief into strength.
so that i have enough power to do anything.
sometimes,
im weak and helpless...
like now...
nobody can help me except me-ownself.
i dont wanna lose you
but
everything seems like getting worse.
sometimes,
i m wondering bout "CAN I JUST LET IT BE?"
cause im just too tired and pissed on those stuff.
but
i cant...
because i wanna to save it
i wanna try my best to save it seriously.
wts
as what my lovely Lenka sing a song"trouble is a friend"
is it right??
i got sooo many things gotta worry!!!
exam!shit!cantconcentrateonstudyatall!
gaaaaaaaaawwwhhhh! *shoutoutloud!!!

AND
fucked off bitch!
you dont have any rights to judge me!
shutyourfuckup la!
so free to judge ppl why dont you pay attention on your studies!?


ATTENTION!!!
TWO MORE MONTHS TO GO!!!
=DDDD
i want pressie pressie!!


Saturday, October 24, 2009

WTF
what happen to my facebook account!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

LAZY
LAZY
LAZY!!!
LAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYY
LOVE FAMILY
LOVE FRIENDS
LOVE YOU!
muaacckksss
sorry
will upload my outings in the holiday very very soon
heeeeee
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SHUYONG!!!
=D

Monday, October 19, 2009

BOREDOM!!!

sorry for not updating my blog
i got no time to blog seriously
but still have to blog something short and brief to prevent it cover by spider webs
LMAOL
dont tell my mum that im blogging plleeaase
or else she will kill me.))===
i have studied in the whole day long
but also sleep whole day long
lol
i will post all the pictures of my outing as soon as i can
exam is just around the corner
cant online to often
sorry!
i need to study hard to get good results!!!
study is actually so fun as what my babe said!
but....just because of im too lazeeyy
))=
muacksssss!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

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thats what i can say for this few days.
im dying of boredom!
wtf.
GGGAAAWWWWHHHHH
SOL!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

FUCKYOUROSSIE!
i saw your blog !!
grrrrrrrrr
see
i know you dont like me d wan..
T.Tsuak suak
just came back from ttn.
TIRED
and
EXHAUSTED
i almost study in the whole day
go school and after that
didnt get back home and straight away go to the ttn.
my life is really so hectic.
i must figure out a way to manage my time well.
anyhows!
i got 5 days holiday!!
whheeeeee!!
syok right!?
i ponteng at thursday!
hehehehe

comingup next!
weds outing with my friends!

Monday, October 5, 2009

BFF

i love my bff's so much seriously!
i do appreciate every moment when be with them
the moment that we always chit-chatted together
the moment that we were being sad together
the moment that we were ignored the teachers
the moment that we run away from the stadium to avoid AL check our hairs
and bla bla bla
=D
we will always cheer each other up whenever we are sad
sometimes we did quarrel or argue due to some stupid reason
but we made it up and rebuild our friendship again.
i wish our friendship will be last long!
we wont be able to forget each other.
we wont be splited up whenever we meet any problem!
we must help each other and solve the problem together!
like whatever!whatever problems!
and like IDontCare which is your fault or not.
honestly,
i dont know how to survive without them.
i will always be happy when be with them.
sometimes will be sad or emo for sure
but i will always appreciate them.
im not good enough in express the feelings out.
but
i know myself
without you all,
im just a nothing.
without you all,
i dont know how to express my feelings out loud.
without you all,
my secret inside my heart will become more and more and more until its burst 1 day.
without you all,
i got nobody to talk to
or maybe i will talk to myself O.o
sometimes,
human being is so weird
when you got it but you dont know how to appreciate
when you lose it only realise how important it is.
best friends are surrounding us always
but
true-hearteds friends are so hard to find
fortunately,
I FOUND IT.
we got the affinity between us!i hope my wishes will come true!
LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS!
MUACKS MUACKS!
to:R SL SM KK EL JE and so on
P/S: DONT BE JEALOUS MY FAMILY MEMBERS!
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL MUCH WAN AS YOU KNOW!
heeeee!>=D

THREE THINGS TO DO

i had a planned to sleep earlier in every night!
i had a planned to not 'piak' my fingers everytime!
i had a planned to study whenever october is started!
BUT BUT
too bad
i cant manage to do so...
im angry of myself
i needn't to bother all the f*cking extra things i think
the tv is is bothering meeeee
once i decided to sleep
something will pop out suddenly and makes me cant sleep.]
T.T
)))=
i dont want to watch wan
buttt
buutttt
dont know laa.
ISSSHH

SUNDAY

have been gurney with my parents and sister.
we watched Tsunami.
it's a very very very super touch movie!
but
the starting is like so boring...-.-
i wanted to watch 'where got ghost' wan
but my dearly papa dont want.
so i got no choice.
watched tsunami since i havent watch it.
i thought it is a bored movie at first
BUT
i guess i was wrong!
it's a very nice yet touch movie!
anyhows,
gurney cinema is so cold.
should bring along jacket next time
*laughmyassout
after movie
went to padini to meet my sister.
she walked alone while we are watching movie.
pity her.
LOL
no picture was taking.
love my family much!
muackssss <3

HAPPY MOONCAKES FESTIVAL

happy mooncakes festival to everyone who i care i love and like!
it's raining whole day.
and i was like what the fuck -.-
we planed to go sunset or whatever near the seaside after my biology ttn wan.
BUT
because of the RAIN,
its ruined our plan.
grrrrr
ended up we stayed at house and eat the MOONCAKES
-.-
so kinda moody.
cant managed to see the big and round MOON too
nothing much then.
toodoo!

Friday, October 2, 2009

i will keep all the raya holidays post short and brief
cause i got no time for bloggimg.
sorry guys!
do enjoy all the pics!
i will always be the same me!
=DDD
toodooo!

RAYA HOLIDAYS-sunday

woke up really early in the morning.
was accompany my dad and mum for jogging.
*sigh
feel so tired but im volunteered to go with them.
lol
the air there is fresh and fresh and fresh!
errrr
did i mention where is it??
lol
its at air itam dam
beautiful scenery!
love it!
more pics are at my sis there.
tata!







lovely family<3

RAYA HOLIDAYS-saturday 26 oct

my eldest sis was come back from kl.
so we decided to go gurney there to eat something(supper)
x.x
after that we go for a walk along the beach.
nothing much then.
i took some pics there

my eldest sis

mum and dad <3







Gspot

RAYA HOLIDAYS- friday

at thursday night,
jy called me and talked to me cause he SAY tmr he is going to aus.
so we was like talked talked talked until 1 hour.
the next day,which is friday
went out with sl and rozzy,
kate and sharon couldn't make it )=
too bad )))))=
so it was our 3peopleouting!
we walked around in queens.
walked walked and walked........
they stopped infront TGI FRIDAY
i dont even know what happen
in a short while i saw JIAYI surprisely!!
felt sooo surprise!!!
i thought he was in the plane that time!
grrrrr
bluff me )))=
but BUT so happy because still can see him!=D
we walked around and talked alots too.
was a happy outing tho=D
after that,sl's pretty mum came and fetched us to sl house.
we did some lil talk there.
that is my first time went to sl's sweeett home.
heeeeeeeeee
she let me try her wig!
hehehehhehe!
that's the result!
am i suit for long hair?or short??
was being lazy to elaborate more
sorry guys!=D















P/S: we aren't GF and BF
in case other ppl will missunderstood



P/S:we aren't BF and GF
in case other ppl will missunderstood







was trying to get off!!! lol


P/S:we aren't GF and BF

picture of the day!
i like the make up of that day sooo effing much
i got no ideal why
LOL
****lovely outing with my loves****