i wanna have friends
but friends never wanted me..
i wanna to be a happy-go-lucky person
so that i wouldn't have any problems,any troubles,any tensions;i think
i wanna try to be.
but i think its failed.
at least i had tried
)=
sometimes,
the things is hard to be explained.
not you wanna solve the problems or not
is
are you able to solve it by your own not-so-strong-enough strength?

im afraid to be alone..
thats why i need my family i need my friends.
Do you all needed me?i wonder..
i wanna turn my grief into strength.
so that i have enough power to do anything.
sometimes,
im weak and helpless...
like now...
nobody can help me except me-ownself.
i dont wanna lose you
but
everything seems like getting worse.
sometimes,
i m wondering bout "CAN I JUST LET IT BE?"
cause im just too tired and pissed on those stuff.
but
i cant...
because i wanna to save it
i wanna try my best to save it seriously.
wts
as what my lovely Lenka sing a song"trouble is a friend"
is it right??
i got sooo many things gotta worry!!!
exam!shit!cantconcentrateonstudyatall!
gaaaaaaaaawwwhhhh! *shoutoutloud!!!

AND
fucked off bitch!
you dont have any rights to judge me!
shutyourfuckup la!
so free to judge ppl why dont you pay attention on your studies!?


ATTENTION!!!
TWO MORE MONTHS TO GO!!!
=DDDD
i want pressie pressie!!

WTF

what happen to my facebook account!!!

LAZY

LAZY

LAZY!!!

LAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYY

LOVE FAMILY

LOVE FRIENDS

LOVE YOU!

muaacckksss

sorry

will upload my outings in the holiday very very soon

heeeeee

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SHUYONG!!!

=D

BOREDOM!!!

sorry for not updating my blog

i got no time to blog seriously

but still have to blog something short and brief to prevent it cover by spider webs

LMAOL

dont tell my mum that im blogging plleeaase

or else she will kill me.))===

i have studied in the whole day long

but also sleep whole day long

lol

i will post all the pictures of my outing as soon as i can

exam is just around the corner

cant online to often

sorry!

i need to study hard to get good results!!!

study is actually so fun as what my babe said!

but....just because of im too lazeeyy

))=

muacksssss!

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thats what i can say for this few days.

im dying of boredom!
wtf.
GGGAAAWWWWHHHHH
SOL!

FUCKYOUROSSIE!

i saw your blog !!

grrrrrrrrr

see

i know you dont like me d wan..

T.Tsuak suak

just came back from ttn.
TIRED
and
EXHAUSTED
i almost study in the whole day
go school and after that
didnt get back home and straight away go to the ttn.
my life is really so hectic.
i must figure out a way to manage my time well.
anyhows!
i got 5 days holiday!!
whheeeeee!!
syok right!?
i ponteng at thursday!
hehehehe

comingup next!
weds outing with my friends!

BFF

i love my bff's so much seriously!

i do appreciate every moment when be with them

the moment that we always chit-chatted together

the moment that we were being sad together

the moment that we were ignored the teachers

the moment that we run away from the stadium to avoid AL check our hairs

and bla bla bla

=D

we will always cheer each other up whenever we are sad

sometimes we did quarrel or argue due to some stupid reason

but we made it up and rebuild our friendship again.

i wish our friendship will be last long!

we wont be able to forget each other.

we wont be splited up whenever we meet any problem!

we must help each other and solve the problem together!

like whatever!whatever problems!

and like IDontCare which is your fault or not.

honestly,

i dont know how to survive without them.

i will always be happy when be with them.

sometimes will be sad or emo for sure

but i will always appreciate them.

im not good enough in express the feelings out.

but

i know myself

without you all,

im just a nothing.

without you all,

i dont know how to express my feelings out loud.

without you all,

my secret inside my heart will become more and more and more until its burst 1 day.

without you all,

i got nobody to talk to

or maybe i will talk to myself O.o

sometimes,

human being is so weird

when you got it but you dont know how to appreciate

when you lose it only realise how important it is.

best friends are surrounding us always

but

true-hearteds friends are so hard to find

fortunately,

I FOUND IT.

we got the affinity between us!i hope my wishes will come true!

LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS!

MUACKS MUACKS!

to:R SL SM KK EL JE and so on

P/S: DONT BE JEALOUS MY FAMILY MEMBERS!

I ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL MUCH WAN AS YOU KNOW!

heeeee!>=D

THREE THINGS TO DO

i had a planned to sleep earlier in every night!

i had a planned to not 'piak' my fingers everytime!

i had a planned to study whenever october is started!

BUT BUT

too bad

i cant manage to do so...

im angry of myself

i needn't to bother all the f*cking extra things i think

the tv is is bothering meeeee

once i decided to sleep

something will pop out suddenly and makes me cant sleep.]

T.T

)))=

i dont want to watch wan

buttt

buutttt

dont know laa.

ISSSHH

SUNDAY

have been gurney with my parents and sister.

we watched Tsunami.

it's a very very very super touch movie!

but

the starting is like so boring...-.-

i wanted to watch 'where got ghost' wan

but my dearly papa dont want.

so i got no choice.

watched tsunami since i havent watch it.

i thought it is a bored movie at first

BUT

i guess i was wrong!

it's a very nice yet touch movie!

anyhows,

gurney cinema is so cold.

should bring along jacket next time

*laughmyassout

after movie

went to padini to meet my sister.

she walked alone while we are watching movie.

pity her.

LOL

no picture was taking.

love my family much!

muackssss <3

HAPPY MOONCAKES FESTIVAL

happy mooncakes festival to everyone who i care i love and like!

it's raining whole day.

and i was like what the fuck -.-

we planed to go sunset or whatever near the seaside after my biology ttn wan.

BUT

because of the RAIN,

its ruined our plan.

grrrrr

ended up we stayed at house and eat the MOONCAKES

-.-

so kinda moody.

cant managed to see the big and round MOON too

nothing much then.

toodoo!

i will keep all the raya holidays post short and brief

cause i got no time for bloggimg.

sorry guys!

do enjoy all the pics!

i will always be the same me!

=DDD

toodooo!

RAYA HOLIDAYS-sunday

woke up really early in the morning.

was accompany my dad and mum for jogging.

*sigh

feel so tired but im volunteered to go with them.

lol

the air there is fresh and fresh and fresh!

errrr

did i mention where is it??

lol

its at air itam dam

beautiful scenery!

love it!

more pics are at my sis there.

tata!

lovely family<3

RAYA HOLIDAYS-saturday 26 oct

my eldest sis was come back from kl.

so we decided to go gurney there to eat something(supper)

x.x

after that we go for a walk along the beach.

nothing much then.

i took some pics there

my eldest sis

mum and dad <3

Gspot

RAYA HOLIDAYS- friday

at thursday night,

jy called me and talked to me cause he SAY tmr he is going to aus.

so we was like talked talked talked until 1 hour.

the next day,which is friday

went out with sl and rozzy,

kate and sharon couldn't make it )=

too bad )))))=

so it was our 3peopleouting!

we walked around in queens.

walked walked and walked........

they stopped infront TGI FRIDAY

i dont even know what happen

in a short while i saw JIAYI surprisely!!

felt sooo surprise!!!

i thought he was in the plane that time!

grrrrr

bluff me )))=

but BUT so happy because still can see him!=D

we walked around and talked alots too.

was a happy outing tho=D

after that,sl's pretty mum came and fetched us to sl house.

we did some lil talk there.

that is my first time went to sl's sweeett home.

heeeeeeeeee

she let me try her wig!

hehehehhehe!

that's the result!

am i suit for long hair?or short??

was being lazy to elaborate more

sorry guys!=D

P/S: we aren't GF and BF

in case other ppl will missunderstood

P/S:we aren't BF and GF

in case other ppl will missunderstood

was trying to get off!!! lol

P/S:we aren't GF and BF

picture of the day!

i like the make up of that day sooo effing much

i got no ideal why

LOL

****lovely outing with my loves****