i wanna have friends
but friends never wanted me..
i wanna to be a happy-go-lucky person
so that i wouldn't have any problems,any troubles,any tensions;i think
i wanna try to be.
but i think its failed.
at least i had tried
)=
sometimes,
the things is hard to be explained.
not you wanna solve the problems or not
is
are you able to solve it by your own not-so-strong-enough strength?

im afraid to be alone..
thats why i need my family i need my friends.
Do you all needed me?i wonder..
i wanna turn my grief into strength.
so that i have enough power to do anything.
sometimes,
im weak and helpless...
like now...
nobody can help me except me-ownself.
i dont wanna lose you
but
everything seems like getting worse.
sometimes,
i m wondering bout "CAN I JUST LET IT BE?"
cause im just too tired and pissed on those stuff.
but
i cant...
because i wanna to save it
i wanna try my best to save it seriously.
wts
as what my lovely Lenka sing a song"trouble is a friend"
is it right??
i got sooo many things gotta worry!!!
exam!shit!cantconcentrateonstudyatall!
gaaaaaaaaawwwhhhh! *shoutoutloud!!!

AND
fucked off bitch!
you dont have any rights to judge me!
shutyourfuckup la!
so free to judge ppl why dont you pay attention on your studies!?


ATTENTION!!!
TWO MORE MONTHS TO GO!!!
=DDDD
i want pressie pressie!!